Thread:User talk:Armondikov/Suicide/reply

Good description of it. It's there, and I could, but I don't want to.

There's some unearthly draw that requires you to think about it sometimes... I like to pass it off as that same annoying voice that says "OMFG!! A BLACK PERSON!! DON'T SAY SOMETHING RACIST" DON'T SAY SOMETHING RACIST!" It's equally automatic. And equally painful to realise you have. What if I don't hand that KCN vial over but just shove it in my mouth? But maybe this is there for a reason, to keep you some kind of sane.