Thread:User talk:Mikalos209/I'm abandoning The Colour Gray and starting a new fictional universe that'll be sort of space opera-y but better. I hate titles so I put this here instead of a more appropriate subject/reply (17)

not so much what they do but how they are, what they believe. They always seem to "be in it" more then me. They don't seem so conflicted, so... questioning.They seem to feel god/something is there, i dont, not as much. And being the beliefs i do, i feel terrible for that. Case in point is prayer; i stopped believing prayer did much good a long time ago; and the last time i did pray the exact opposite of why i prayed happened.