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Oh yes, as if whites aren't discriminated against. I invite you to send your nerdy and shy white son to a public school in Western Germany, the Ruhr Area, where I had to suffer through horribly überfremdet schools. *I* was the one who was terrorized, I was the one treated like shit.

And I only became political, understanding Europe's, and the West's future in general, much later, already past my mid-twenties. This was when I also noted the many foreigners in my home town, which I did not see just ten years ago, even though at that time, it already had a way too large proportion of foreigners.

It also shows that atheists and so-called "anti-racists" are themselves full of hatred, something even Tuvia Tenenbom understood. For they ignore when some white, shy kid gets bullied and treated like crap, because it deserves it.

How did I deserve this? It destroyed my whole life, I hanged myself at the age of 23, because my social anxiety kept me from living a normal life. I wandered through the woods alone during my whole twenties, only around the age of 31, when I was born-again in Christ, did I loosen up, was able to live without fear and anxiety.

And all this because they constantly mocked me for being the fatso in class, until I know longer could look someone in the eyes, for fear of being bullied and shunned again and again. It did not help, of course, that I also inhertied not only introversion and shyness -- from my mothers's side most likely -- but also a kind of thin-skinnedness that I inherited from my father. This increased my suffering even more, since I took it all so seriously. How should I have known better at that time, anyway? I finally dropped out of 9th grade, at the age of 15, because I grew more and more uneasy around people, standing alone during breaks, and sweating like crazy. (The latter might also have been a result of simply being an ugly fatso, worthless scum ugly scum that I was and still am.)

My life is done. While Christ freed me from much of my anxiety and insecurity, my life is basically trash, since I wasted all my twenties. I did manage, at the age of 16-17, to get a GED -- but then I had to continue at a different school in another town, and only endured it for three days after dropping out. I would have had to attend it for three years but could not manage. This was the beginning of my end, for then I concluded that life was worthless, and that Schopenhauer was right: it shouldn't exist in the first place. Unfortunately, I was even too useless to even hang myself---now as a Christian, knowing what would have been in store for me had I succeeded with my attempt, I am glad I failed, of course. Though having to continue to live a rather mediocre life isn't that much fun either, and the Churches have sold out. They can't be taken seriously. Therefore I'm on my own again, suffering through this nonsense.

Teaching arabic at a grammar school---and yet people attending a Gymnasium don't have compulsory Latin anymore! Laughable! Ridiculous!

I will end with two short escolios by the great Colombian Catholic reactionary Gómez Dávila:

Our soul has a future. Humanity has none.

The modern world will not be punished. It is the punishment. &mdash; Unsigned, by: Shoobidoo-Kakadu / talk / contribs